insomniac tendencies.

1. photo post  Sun, Jan. 29, 2012
   

   namster:

   wongawonga:

   namster:

   lolol

   

   LOLOL

   ROFL WTF IS THIS

2. text post  Sun, Jan. 29, 2012

   I don’t know what’s going on anymore.
   I don’t know what to do anymore.
   I don’t have a grip on life anymore.
   I’m just slowly deteriorating and I want out.

3. photo post  Fri, Jan. 27, 2012
   

   Mom, me, Court, dad…and @jennyeez’s dad LOL.

   DAT 90’S FASHION THO.

4. photo post  Fri, Jan. 27, 2012
   

   jennyeez:

   ^

   (Source: kissmekissmeintherain)

5. text post  Thu, Jan. 26, 2012

   I was in a really bad mood about half an hour ago because Courtney’s stupid self wouldn’t answer her phone and I was waiting outside of her dorm so I could pick up my stuff from her room. She told me she was in her dorm and to call her when I got there. Like wtf you answer when I’m on my way but don’t answer when I’m there?! I even got into her hall and was waiting OUTSIDE of her room but couldn’t get in because it was locked…but she was in there. This hoe sleeps like a damn log. I heard her phone beep when I texted her and called her. I called her at least 20 times and sent her many angry texts. I banged on her door and she still didn’t reply. So I raged quitted and left a half hour later. This dumb bitch.

   I was in rage mode and just in a really unpleasant mood but Nam came to my rescue. He always manages to make me feel better.<3 Food and my boyfriend never fail to make me feel better.

6. text post  Thu, Jan. 26, 2012

   Ran out of tissues so I’m walking around with a roll of toilet paper in my backpack

   HAHAHAAHA I am so ghetto fabulous

7. text post  Thu, Jan. 26, 2012

   Note to self:

   - Save up and spend a couple days at Disney World (one day is simply not enough!) + stay at a five-star Disney Resort
   - Busch Gardens date, ride Shiekra 5 times and win Nam something from a carnival game
   - Have a picnic date when the weather’s nice and when I won’t be eaten alive by mosquitoes
   - Shopping spree at the Orlando outlets + visit the Gourmet McDonald’s in Orlando!
   - Stargaze and stay out until sunrise
   - Cook a meal for his family
   - Have a bonfire at the beach
   - Get dressed up and go on a fancy dinner date
   - Spend the entire day in bed watching movies and eating junk food
   - Spend a New Years at Times Square
   - Travel together to another country
   - Rent an RV and go on a cross-country road trip

8. text post  Tue, Jan. 24, 2012

   Feeling pretty miserable.

   Sick in bed with the sniffles and a fever.

   I just want someone to take care of me and tell me everything’s going to be okay and do all of my homework for this week and go to all of my classes and other obligations while I stay in bed and sleep all day so I can get better without any worries.

   With everything that’s going on in my life right now, I can’t afford to be sick. I always catch a cold at the worst times, I swear.

9. audio post  Mon, Jan. 23, 2012

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10. text post  Mon, Jan. 23, 2012

    The moment I decided that my life was finally perfect, it began to fall apart all over again.

    (via kickbhuttninja)

11. video post  Mon, Jan. 23, 2012
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    LOL I don’t know why but watching this video made my day a little better.
    I miss my Viet boys :’(

12. text post  Mon, Jan. 23, 2012

    A few things about today.

    - Not only is it Lunar New Years but it’s also mine and Nam’s 17 monthsary! Happy 17 months hunny, I love youuuuu<3
    - As much as I’ve been trying to prevent it, I got sick over night. :’(
    - It’s raining today so I walked to campus instead of riding my bike -_-
    - But I’m really happy that I got a chance to bring my winter clothes from home otherwise I would’ve been super cranky and miserable today.
    - Hazelnut lattes are very tasty.
    - I got a bid from my prospective sorority last night!!! I will become an official pledge as of tonight.
    - I finally scheduled a meeting with my advisor for next Monday so I can talk to her about declaring my major :o
    - I think my Macbook Pro’s broken because it refuses to connect to my campus’ wifi……….
    - I’m hungry.

    Anyways, Happy Chinese New Years/Mien New Years/Lunar New Years/whatever you call it in your culture everyone~

13. text post  Sun, Jan. 22, 2012

    Optimism.

    kickbhuttninja:

    The world wouldn’t function without it.

    Lately, I’ve failed to realize all the good things in life. My life in particular. After multiple conversations with old friends wanting to know how I’m doing nowadays, I’ve come to realize that my life isn’t so bad after all. In fact, it’s pretty darn great. I have a lot of things going for me, a lot of amazing people in my life, lots of opportunities and experiences awaiting, and lots to look forward to. I’ve been so immersed in my own melancholy thoughts that I’ve been disregarding all the good positive important stuff. Lesson learned? It’s really easy to let misery consume you. It takes a lot more energy and effort to maintain contentment. Now that I’ve recovered from that brief phase, I hope to go no where but up from here.

    Hence my new goal: think less, live more. (Within the boundaries of not being reckless of course.) I figure why be miserable when you can be happy?

    I’ll be happy again. I know I will.

    Note to self.

14. text post  Sun, Jan. 22, 2012

    I find it funny how certain songs bring back certain memories—good and bad. No matter how long it’s been, as soon as you hear it, you’re instantly reminded of that specific moment in your life. Some people remember the event, I, however, remember the feeling.

15. text post  Sun, Jan. 22, 2012

    It’s 3am and I’m still awake.

    Just looking through my archive thinking about how fast time has gone by, how much things have changed, and how much I have changed.

    It makes me nostalgic and sad but appreciative of the life that I have lived/am living and excited for the adventures that await me in the future.

    I’m hopeful.